May 25, 2009
baby youre my everything
4:20 PM
when it comes to you baby you kno that yr my one and only. words cant describe the way i feel about you. you are the sun in my sky, the stars that bright up my day and the love of my life. there is no other thing above you. i have and will prove to you that i am commited. i believe that i am a winner not because i have the ablility to make promises but the ability to make a commitment. you are my star and baby you shine the brightest. you and me are no game and baby i dont want you to second guess. i will give you my loyalty and responsibility and it gives me back fulfillment, happiness and peace. i kno that we fuss and we fight. we start cussin and saying shit we really dont mean but in the end, we get through it and make it work. im yours and youre mine, its that simple.
May 3, 2009
who said there wasnt bad things in life?
12:14 PM
so i guess this is the only way i can talk too you becuz fb aint doing it and msn as well
i tell you things everyday saying i love you and all that? but i dont even kno if oyu believe me or not if you cant even believe the fact that i dont talk to that person why bother anymore? this is fuckin me up and its soo depressing too me. im tell you that shes nothing and i dont even talk to her. why cant you just believe that? the way you look at me is the way you look at me at the summertime, and thats gay. im not that guy and never will be. i just want to tell you im still here waiting for something from you. like i feel that i cant even go too school anymore becuz its soo hard if this is the way its guna be. i cant take this. i dont want this. and we dont need this. its unnecessary for both of us. so all im asking for is too you just too talk too me tonight. cuz im not going to school like a sad man. i wanna be happy and i kno you wanna be happy as well.
i tell you things everyday saying i love you and all that? but i dont even kno if oyu believe me or not if you cant even believe the fact that i dont talk to that person why bother anymore? this is fuckin me up and its soo depressing too me. im tell you that shes nothing and i dont even talk to her. why cant you just believe that? the way you look at me is the way you look at me at the summertime, and thats gay. im not that guy and never will be. i just want to tell you im still here waiting for something from you. like i feel that i cant even go too school anymore becuz its soo hard if this is the way its guna be. i cant take this. i dont want this. and we dont need this. its unnecessary for both of us. so all im asking for is too you just too talk too me tonight. cuz im not going to school like a sad man. i wanna be happy and i kno you wanna be happy as well.
May 2, 2009
A love story<3
1:06 PM
so during my summer times , i was known as the BIGGEST player out there.
i'll always be hooking up with other girls each week and bringing them into my
house. then my mom finally said, " can you plz just only have one girl, instead
of different girls" so there was this one day, i go to my friends house to chill and
all i saw was this girl..but i knew she had a bf and one of my friends liked her... so
eventually, i started too live life like i usually did by bringing girls and what not.
so one day i go to that girls house with my boys and decided to just chill. so then,
i ask that girl if she can cook for me after that i realize when we were talking, she caught
me and all my attention was on her and i couldnt get my attention off her. it was like a trap;
but it was the perfect trap for me<3 when we left i told my boys how i felt about her and how i was starting to like her alot.So i finally had the balls and started talking to her by asking her number and msn. really,you know i was a softy with her;)
One day i brang her over and i asked her who she liked , she said "dont worry" then i asked her if i know the guy and she said "i dont think so " right after hearing that answer i was crushed i thought i wouldnt get that chance with her .through the summer we just kept chilling as friends and one day it was me and her sitting down face to face , while looking at eachother i kissed her. after that moment i got this good feeling inside and i felt like she was the one.
i'll always be hooking up with other girls each week and bringing them into my
house. then my mom finally said, " can you plz just only have one girl, instead
of different girls" so there was this one day, i go to my friends house to chill and
all i saw was this girl..but i knew she had a bf and one of my friends liked her... so
eventually, i started too live life like i usually did by bringing girls and what not.
so one day i go to that girls house with my boys and decided to just chill. so then,
i ask that girl if she can cook for me after that i realize when we were talking, she caught
me and all my attention was on her and i couldnt get my attention off her. it was like a trap;
but it was the perfect trap for me<3 when we left i told my boys how i felt about her and how i was starting to like her alot.So i finally had the balls and started talking to her by asking her number and msn. really,you know i was a softy with her;)
One day i brang her over and i asked her who she liked , she said "dont worry" then i asked her if i know the guy and she said "i dont think so " right after hearing that answer i was crushed i thought i wouldnt get that chance with her .through the summer we just kept chilling as friends and one day it was me and her sitting down face to face , while looking at eachother i kissed her. after that moment i got this good feeling inside and i felt like she was the one.
so this relationship has been the greatest i've ever had in my whole entire life. baby yr like my bestfriend and soulmate put together into one. i want you close too me right by my side and never too leave cuz baby when you're not with me, it sucks a lot. when you're not with me i just miss you more and more. its crazy how much i love you babe. we connect soo eaaasy we can just talk about anything like things we would say too our bestfriends and shit, we're like a secret box too each other, when we talk everything flows and it feels perfect. even though we aint the perfect couple out there, we're a one of a kind couple that people just love too see and that are jealous of (natalie ;) ) haha.
baby, im so thankful of having you. we can be that highschool sweetheart couple that will last.
babe, im glad that im with you, yr like an angel that came outta heaven too see me :) and i feel soo lucky that i have you. baby, yr just the one for me and i love you so ufcking much<333
-- ILOVEYOUERIKABERNHART<33333