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♥erika bernhart
May 2, 2009
A love story<3
1:06 PM
so during my summer times , i was known as the BIGGEST player out there.
i'll always be hooking up with other girls each week and bringing them into my
house. then my mom finally said, " can you plz just only have one girl, instead
of different girls" so there was this one day, i go to my friends house to chill and
all i saw was this girl..but i knew she had a bf and one of my friends liked her... so
eventually, i started too live life like i usually did by bringing girls and what not.
so one day i go to that girls house with my boys and decided to just chill. so then,
i ask that girl if she can cook for me after that i realize when we were talking, she caught
me and all my attention was on her and i couldnt get my attention off her. it was like a trap;
but it was the perfect trap for me<3 when we left i told my boys how i felt about her and how i was starting to like her alot.So i finally had the balls and started talking to her by asking her number and msn. really,you know i was a softy with her;)


One day i brang her over and i asked her who she liked , she said "dont worry" then i asked her if i know the guy and she said "i dont think so " right after hearing that answer i was crushed i thought i wouldnt get that chance with her .through the summer we just kept chilling as friends and one day it was me and her sitting down face to face , while looking at eachother i kissed her. after that moment i got this good feeling inside and i felt like she was the one.
it was september 6 08 when i asked her out and her answer was yes. after hearing that answer i got a HUGE smile on my face . i swear on that day, i was the happiest man ALIVE. that day, she ment so much too me i just wanted things too be good and it was (Y) it was obvious too us that we really did like each other and nothing bad can happen to us? it was beginning of highschool as well and you can say she was my highschool love<3 eventually in highschool, girls kept talking to me and it was bugging her and deep down inside me, it was bugging me as well. really those girls dont mean shit too me. sometimes i do wish i was DEADUGLY just so these things dont happen too me. so later on , on our relationship.. we have been having problems but real couples have problems and the way i think of it, is that it only makes us stronger. look at us now. we still have forever too live baby. i love us and i want this forever.


so this relationship has been the greatest i've ever had in my whole entire life. baby yr like my bestfriend and soulmate put together into one. i want you close too me right by my side and never too leave cuz baby when you're not with me, it sucks a lot. when you're not with me i just miss you more and more. its crazy how much i love you babe. we connect soo eaaasy we can just talk about anything like things we would say too our bestfriends and shit, we're like a secret box too each other, when we talk everything flows and it feels perfect. even though we aint the perfect couple out there, we're a one of a kind couple that people just love too see and that are jealous of (natalie ;) ) haha.


baby, im so thankful of having you. we can be that highschool sweetheart couple that will last.
babe, im glad that im with you, yr like an angel that came outta heaven too see me :) and i feel soo lucky that i have you. baby, yr just the one for me and i love you so ufcking much<333

-- ILOVEYOUERIKABERNHART<33333